Personally, I have always always been a person to hide away their feelings, to keep strong and never let them go to anyone. You see I've always been the type that look after people, I care about them and do everything I can to help them out even if that means hurting myself sometimes, but to be honest I've always liked it being like that, I love being the person people come to when they are upset, I love how easily they can open up to me and just talk to me about everything they are feeling, that's the way I want it to stay!
But recently things have changed my emotions are always engulfing me and sometimes all I want to do is just cry but I don't because I am everybody's rock and I can't show them that I get upset, I don't want them to think of me as weak. I think I'm just at that point now where I actually just need someone to be my rock to know how I feel and to guide me through it I suppose. Sometimes it just feels like I have no one. I am everyone's shoulder to cry on and like I mentioned I don't mind that at all but in reality I don't have a certain shoulder I can cry on and at this moment in time I need it the most.
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